xanga! i'm so surprised i didn't get a box saying my account has been deactivated when i just signed in! hehe.... wow....i've been blogging on my msn space off lately so xanga has been a bit neglected... woopsie.

so have you ever wondered why people are so hypocritical??? like all the while they seem to have a really open-minded opinion bout something and the moment the actual ting pops up it's because they run from the situation and do the exact opposite of what they were advocating all along. why?? stick to one thing man! and if you don't know how you might react to something or a situation then just don't form any opinion about it! atleast not until you experience it! cuz you go around saying something and people think hey, this is someone i can turn to if i ever find myself i such a spot cuz they'll totally understand. then it happens and when these people come knocking at your door looking for support and comfort or whatever, you turn them down saying you not in that.... like what the *bleep*? and these aren't just random joes that are knocking at your door for help eh, is yuh own dam friends man! why people does have to be so for?? why can't people mean what they say and say what they mean?
and fine, if ok you thought that you would be cool with things and you voiced support to it and then when the situation came around you realised you couldn't deal with it, then ok. but when your friend comes to you for support don't just turn them away like that... at least try to be supportive of your FRIEND! not necessarily the situation.... but your FRIEND dammit! own up dammit!

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ode to my BEST FRIEND!!!

So i want to introduce all you people who read my Xanga blog (yes, all three of you!) to someone who has really touched my life in such a short space of time.... i met this girl last year.... end of august..... when i met her  i had no idea she would become such an integral part of my life or that she would have such an astonishing impact on my life.... it's funny how the best of friendships are the ones you just stumble upon.... it comes to you when you least expect it but when you most need it...so into my life the Lord sent Suraiyya Naseem Mohammed.... she was like a breath of fresh air!.... someone who could always give me a different take on everything.... someone with something to say..... she tells me things as they are rather than how i want to hear them.... i don't know what else to say. i'm at a loss for  words.... i just thought i should dedicate a blog in her honour.... cuz she's soooo good to me.... i want to add a picture of her here, but i know she'll kill me... oh hell... i'll add it anyway....she has blue hair btw :) she's now known as my little sister even though she's taller than me.... and her level of thinking is WAY superior to mine! yup... well that's just about all.....

i decided to remove the picture....

My Hair!!!

so i just got the picture.... here it is!!!

What is love? that little seemingly  harmless four-letter word.....it has been the  cause  of many wars....civil wars....  it   gave  us the taj mahal and  without it,  shakespeare  would be  unknown....so what is this four-letter word about?   or better yet....what  does that word mean in today's world? in the days past it was a big ting...all about sacrifice and commitment and waiting for the right person etc....but are there people in the world like that today? what about love for one's parents? love  for one's  fellow man (woman), love  for  nature...love for  god...scripture..... which  of these is the  highest   of  loves? i mean the whole world revolves around love right? when people hear this they automatically think romantic love.... but that 's not all there is to love! there is so much  more to it! love is such a beautiful thing if people just  understand it! UNCONDITIONAL LOVE that is..... you love someone not because of.... but rather inspite of!!!! well i guess, i don't  know where i'm really getting at with this.... so i guess i'll just stop now....